June 2010
Deeeep -
Society tells me that I am overweight, that I am not pretty. Life tells me that I am unloved and I have never been kissed. For years I have struggled with my thoughts, thinking I was fat, and it has gotten so bad recently that I’ve thought about making myself puke, thought about working out until I can’t breathe. But that is not how I want to live my life. That is not how anyone should live...
So, about Gen,
Rumors were spread about me & her. I would like to know WHO was the fuckface who started those rumors. (x lemme know kids!
One day,
I will live in NYC, & have my low paying job, & live in my small ass appt, & have too many bills, & no money, with ramen noodles as all my meals, & i will have a cat, & tatoo’s & i will be happy. happier than now.
I'm In NYC
Yes, I have FINALLY made it to the big apple. :D
My whole life, which isn’t that long, I’ve wanted to explore New York City.
I am doing just that!
Today: went to Coney Island .
- went on two rides,
- ate the worst “pure” tasteing shitty pizza,
- went to the circus :D (found my soulmate, one of the performers)
- sat at the beach & watch the fire works <3.
...
Wow, where have i been?
I seem to have forgotten about this dear Tumblr. I will be sure to get back on point with it from now on :D
